I feel like someone took my heart. It doesn't even hurt anymore, it's just gone. I remember love and joy and happiness as concepts, but I can't recall the way they feel.
And yet... I read these entries, and I find myself choking, because I'm still so congested, and crying makes it worse. Crying makes it worse, but I still feel nothing.
Just numb.
I want him so badly. Just to be here. I want the scent of him and the warmth of his body... and the way it feels when he kisses my hair. I want to listen to his voice rumbling in his chest beneath my ear.
I want him to call me Brat...
Then it's not numb anymore. It hurts... it hurts so much...
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binary_eclipse) wrote,
numb
